I was apprenhensive when I first received this “assignment.”
I kept on pushing back my start date and giving all sorts of reasons why I should not pursue it. I did not really apply for the job, I just kind of received a special favor.
See, I was asked to be God’s correspondent. I knew I was lacking in knowledge and skill so I did not have the courage to just go for it.
What if people find my skill awful?
What if I say something wrong?
But God said, he will help me, the same way He did before for a different task I thought I was also lacking. All I needed then was a ton of passion for the task and obedience to His will.
I think it is the same again today. I know I am not a preacher or a writer but I am a Christian and I love Jesus.
Pushing my insecurities away, I grabbed my laptop and typed away. Moved by His promise, I humbly write about my journey, my faith and my love for Jesus.
I still feel the insecurities coming back every now and then and I had to remind myself that God will provide what I lack. That this little blog is not for me but for God’s glory. If just one soul would stumble upon it and find God here, then it served its purpose.